Do You Feel Like God Has Isolated You?

boy-441843_1920Have you ever felt like God has picked you up, removed you from society and tucked you away somewhere, just to leave you there? Are you struggling with feeling isolated and it seems to be by God’s doing?

Well in 2013 I found myself ironically, with so much freedom that I actually felt isolated. I actually found myself living a life that perhaps many would envy, even a place that I always dreamed of but thought was only reserved for the wealthy, which wasn’t us! I found myself not having to work.

I was able to stay at home all day while Derek went off to work. Awesome right?  Well, I can’t believe how hard it was to come to terms with this lifestyle. I felt isolated. However, I got to know something different of how The Lord does things in His people, as a result and I would like to share that with you.


I worked in real estate for 12 years and then studied full-time for qualifications as a counsellor and got my degree in Applied Social Science. I was pretty chuffed. 

Following this I found employment as a caseworker in a residential women’s drug and alcohol rehabilitation centre where I was later promoted to senior caseworker. This too, gave me a great sense personal achievement. I guess I’d always been looking for that means of having a purposeful life in God’s eyes and thought this must be it. After all these years. 

However, after a series of events such as the loss of my father, the loss of the family home, restructuring of my workplace and the ensuing upheaval of living and financial circumstances I suffered an  emotional breakdown in trying to cope with all of the above.

So in December 2013 my life changed completely.  After 6 months off work, with the support of my doctor, I was approved by the government system, to become a full-time carer for my mother, who was now living with us. This meant I was able to receive an income, albeit considerably less than a working wage, without going to work. I became a full-time carer, at home.

Wow. Staying at home, no stress and still earning money? After a good length of time, this emotional upheaval began to settle but then something quite unsavoury started setting in.  ‘Guilt’. Eech. 

I started to really feel guilty for not working. I struggled to come to terms with it really being okay for me to stay at home. I ‘felt’ like I was cheating the system, cheating God, cheating Derek and even cheating myself. And I could hear my late dad’s voice in my head ‘Donna, you’ve got to go to work’!

Man, I seriously wrestled with this for about 18 months. I had no peace or faith in the circumstances I was in. And this was in spite of Derek’s constant reassurance that he had complete peace about my being at home and that he actually preferred it as opposed to having a stressed out wife to come home to each night 🙂

Somewhere during those 18 months Derek and I sensed the Lord’s encouragement for us to each start reading the bible from front to back, something neither of us had ever done. Reading the word, whilst sitting out in the quiet and being able to meditate on what I was reading whilst gazing upon the hills filled with kangaroos and cattle, became a real meeting place for me and the Lord.  Soon, this became the larger part of how I spent my days.


I can’t even recall now but somehow it eventually became apparent to me that it was the Lord’s will for me to stay at home and use the time to commune with Him.  I suppose I was experiencing fruit as a result of spending so much time with Him. I began to see that this time of apparent isolation was more than just His permission or even a blessing from Him but that it was what HE wanted. God was isolating me for a season because He had some serious work to do and He had to stop me in my tracks in order to do it.

I just couldn’t tell you all the things that the Lord and I have walked through since I understood His intention. I can tell you however, that from the moment I realised it was the Lord’s intent for HIS purpose, and actually now a matter of obedience to that purpose, I received complete peace about being at home and not working. All the guilt left me, praise God! I had been given faith to believe there was a higher purpose for me being at home than just to have a so-called easy life. And this purpose was greater than any career could measure up to. 

Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.  Romans 10:17

Sometimes when God speaks to us it is simply a knowing that rises in our spirit. But when it is Him, with it comes His faith to receive and believe what He has said. Then we have the faith to walk in what He has said, with complete confidence. He does the speaking. He is the message. And He gives the faith to believe.

As a result, my days became filled with rest and prayer and communing with God, going for walks, looking for Him and finding Him in nature and my surroundings, connecting with bloggers , reading and writing blogs. I read books that The Lord used to speak into my life and I discovered His life in the scriptures like never before. It became the richest part of my life in Him to date. God sure knew what He was doing, alright.

Being a Carer of someone living with me has really been used by God in a myriad of ways. He’s used my apparent isolation as a Carer to teach me about giving up so many preferences, my privacy and so much of my own space, which has always been so important to me. 

I’ve had to learn that sometimes a career is not what God’s after, but that He has something else in mind and a definite design for accomplishing it.  I can look back now over these last few years and see the value of what He’s done by keeping me hidden away and it’s still happening. It’s not over yet. He’s still got a lot to do.

God works all things together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).

He pulled me out of that career path and job. It was Him who changed my location. He set me up as a Carer, He set me up at home to learn how to turn what I might see as isolation into communion. And He was right there waiting for me. 

I definitely feel that I know Him a lot better as a result of all the time He has given me this way but I sure need to know Him more! 

Dear brother or sister, my prayer today is that if The Lord has called you aside for a while and it seems it is Him who has isolated you –  perhaps you haven’t been able to work, or you’ve been single for a long time, or you’ve been placed in a job that seems hidden away and insignificant – that you will see that Christ is in it with you, for HIS purpose. He has a plan that He is working toward and it will involve every aspect of your life and certainly getting your attention so that He can reveal more of Himself to you and in you for His sake.

He needs you to know Him.

Wow. What a beautiful thing. The God of all creation needs and wants us to know Him. And He’ll do whatever it’s gonna take to get that done. We just need to be willing to get on board with HIS program.

So ask the Lord, is the purpose of this isolation to learn to commune with Him? What is He wanting from you in this season? What is He wanting to teach you at this time? 

And hang in there saint, look and listen, He is with you, He is for you, and holds you in the palm of His hand, and is leading you always deeper into Him. In Christ, we are never, ever truly isolated. That’s impossible. He is in it  with us.






17 thoughts on “Do You Feel Like God Has Isolated You?

  1. So true, so true, so true. Thank you for setting the onus back on Christ; He’s got this. He’s big enough for whatever, even when it doesn’t seem to make sense. Solid reality of Christ, sister.


  2. Thank you for these thoughts. Due to a move a number of years ago, then a change wherein I was able to work from home while caring for our livestock, and my husband’s job keeping him away from home much of the time, I was pretty isolated. I tried different churches and none felt right. In my heart I thought, “There has to be more than this!” My work-from-home job takes much less time now, and the livestock is gone. It took me a while, but eventually I got the picture … God was giving me time to spend getting to know Christ. I am so thankful for the books, blogs, and podcasts I have been led to. I am learning so much. There is a longing in me for a life with others who are seeking Christ, so I wait and trust the Lord for the next step, while continuing to pursue Him.


    • Wow BK, it sounds like we have shared a similar journey. I am excited for you in what the Lord is doing in His wisdom. You will be remembered in my prayers for a time when you will be able to live a shared life with other saints in the way your heart and His, desires. 🙂


  3. Hi I googled this question in your blog came up. I moved to Florida two years ago. in the entire two years has been total isolation. I literally felt that I was going crazy or something was wrong with me because I couldn’t make one friend, have not found that one church that I feel right. I’ve worked at this same job for two years and didn’t even make a friend. I finally came to the conclusion that this is God’s doing. I asked him and he confirmed he wants me to commune with him.I’m currently unemployed and because I’m a city girl I always have a hard time relaxing and resting. I’m here by myself even when I was working I felt like I had too much time on my hands. Now that I’m unemployed it is even a harder. I don’t know what to do all day long with God maybe you can give me some suggestions. Due to lack of funds I can’t go anywhere. Unemployment in Florida is barely enough to cover the rent . I sit at a computer and look for work, I’m tired of sitting still but I don’t have much money to do nothing else. When I try to read my mind wanders . I have a hard time deciding what I’m going to do because like emotionally become depressed and overwhelmed with so much time on my hands and no one to talk to as far as a human being is concerned. does he just want me to just read all day I don’t know


    • Hi Tuere, gosh, you are in a very difficult place for sure. All those things you’ve mentioned about your situation can lead toward a great sense of loneliness. As members of Christ’s body, we sure need one another and it sounds like you really need some solid believers around you, even if you can only meet up every now and then. I don’t have the answers Tuere, all I know is that Christ is the answer to all things. So I am praying that He will open the door for true authentic christian fellowship and that He will enable you to turn to Him all the time and for Him to reveal His life to you even in the situation you’re currently in. I know He can and wants to do that, as you said you felt He wants you to commune with Him and He does! Even communing with Him is not something we can do in and of ourselves but by His Life in us, hey. Can I recommend a few blog sites and books to encourage your heart and spiritual eyes toward Christ during this season you’re in? Some blog sites that have been real life for me include,, Some books that have helped me in my communing with Him and during times of confusion include Andrew Murray’s “Abiding in Christ”, Milt Rodriguez book “The Temple Within” and a Christian classic “Hinds Feet In High Places’. You’ll find all these on kindle through Amazon I believe. Don’t be too hard on yourself sister, Christ is bigger than everything else and He has your back. I pray He elevates your sight to see it through His eyes.


  4. Hello just to give an update. I haven’t found a church yet but I stopped fighting the idea of online Bible study Annette has tremendously helped I’m now back to work in a hospital in a Christian Hospital on and I’m learning something new and I’m busy all day which I love and emotionally I’m in a better place and I’m just waiting on God to bring his friends into my life.


  5. Hi I’m happy to find this post because this is exactly my life right not. I’m 19 I don’t have a job nor have qualifications to get into college. Unfortunately my parents are traditional Chinese who does not believe in Jesus, and everyone knows what happened in that type of household. couldn’t find a close friend, because I have no common connections with people my age, they all went to college, have God being wonderful in their life, having friends and family to laugh together, while I sat here living a broken life and a broken family, I’m miserable and no one has my answers. I’m angry at God and myself. I’m sorry but saying “ God has bigger plans “ it takes a lot of faith to believe in that. I’m confused of Why is my path so hugely different from every young adults. it’s a season I want to forget.


    • Hi Veronica, thank you so much for sharing your heart so honestly. These times can be very hard. One of the greatest lessons I’m still learning at now age 52, and having gone through more isolation seasons since the time I wrote this blog post, is that the Christian life is all for Jesus, it is all about Jesus Christ. It is amazing that you have come to know Him in a family that doesn’t know Him! While that has been clearly very hard for you, I praise God that you have made Him Lord of your life! Who knows what might happen for your parents or other family members as a result? When we receive salvation, we enter in to the life of Christ. As Galatians 2:20 says, then it’s no longer us who live but it is Christ living in us instead and the life we do live in our flesh, we live by the faith of the Son of God. This is a thing of faith Veronica. Jesus said to His disciples (and that includes you and me) that the world will hate us because the world hated Him. We are promised much suffering and many trials because we walk in the same life that Jesus had on earth. Paul prays in Philippians that He might fellowship with Jesus in His sufferings. James encourages us in chapter 1, to consider it all joy when we encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of our faith produces endurance and when endurance has been perfected in us we will be complete, and lacking nothing. These are hard things to understand with our minds and that is why it is a matter of faith. Sadly, western culture has seeped into Christianity and has left us with a mixture of weak faith and strong desire for our own comforts, and human philosophy . But Jesus knew all this and has not left us without His own enduring Life to flow through us by His Spirit. Can I encourage you dear sister, to turn to the Lord even in your anger and disappointment and tell Him you love Him if you do, and tell Him that you want to take all that He is and can be for you in this situation you’re in. Take His endurance to be your own and His faith to be your own. Ask Him with a sincere heart to reveal to you in this time what it is He wants you to see and know. I know He will answer your prayers Veronica. Remember that Christians everywhere are undergoing all sorts of trials like yours and others, but this is to produce more of Christ’s overcoming life in us. And His life is glorious! Romans 8:37 says we are more than conquerors in Christ Jesus, but this is because of Christ living inside of us. We are dependent upon Him in everything. Do you know the story of Joseph in Genesis chapter 37 right through to Chapter 45? It is very encouraging to see this man who suffered such injustice and wrongdoing but how it was all used for a glorious plan of God to reveal Christ. I recommend reading through it again, I read it again not long ago. Trust in God Veronica, He is for you and not against you. Trust in Him and don’t lean on your own understanding as it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 – acknowledge Him in ALL your ways, (your loneliness, confusion, disappointment, fears, decisions, plans, who you keep company with, what to say and so on) and He will make your paths straight. He is faithful Veronica. Turn your heart to Him and call upon His Name, the name of Jesus. He loves you so much. I will be praying for you and your family. Donna


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